Baby, I love you :]
Man ooh Man, I have not written in this thing in a long time. No one ever really looks at these anymore but I decided that I am going to write in here for me. So my life has been really wonderful! latley. I just love it. Its mostly because of Eric. He is just so wonderful. I don't know what I would do without him. I can't imagine me being with anyone but him. He is just the best thing that has ever happened to me. Its like its so weird how perfect we are for eachother. I love the way he is soooo great to my family. He will play Candyland, Memory and just do stuff with Devon. He has come over to My grandmas house twice now to help clean. Man I love him.
So I really feel like crap right now, my throat hurts and my nose is soooo stuffed. I must have woke up about 6 times last night and just sat there trying to breathe. It took me about 1 hour just to fall asleep at first. Then I took some medicine and let me tell you that was horrible. I just really hope that I dont get anyone else sick. I hate getting people sick, it makes me feel so bad. Like its all my fault that, that person is in pain. Yeah I have to go to school tomorrow because I can't miss more than 1 days worth of work.
My parents are really pissing me off lately, talking to me about school and all this shit that I dont want to hear. I already have enough pressure on me. I got all A's and B's, which im not going to say is great, but its not horrible. But my parents are not satisfied with it. Whatever.
So this coming up weekend Im going to a dance which Im pretty excited about :]
I want it to be SPRING so bad!!! I just want to be able to take little walks outside in capris, with no jacket. Just look at all the pretty flowers and all the people walking around, with the sun shining down. I want to be able to go in backyard and just go lay on my trampolene and think and listen to music like I used to last summer. I want to go take walks to SRB with people and just talk. I want to be able to be outside past 6 without it being pitch black dark. The spring just makes me in such a great mood.
Winter- it has its good points but I dont know. Im sick of being cold, sick of having to wear a coat, sick of snow, sick of it being dark so early. Just everything that goes along with it.
Friday night I had a lot of fun in the winter though, I must say. Eric and I went on a walk at about 830 just around his neighborhood. It started raining. We just stopped in random places and started kissing and just loving eachother. It was great.I also mooned Eric outside, it was pretty fun. Yeah some other things happened..... It was great. I love him.
Well I think I want to go lay down.
So I really feel like crap right now, my throat hurts and my nose is soooo stuffed. I must have woke up about 6 times last night and just sat there trying to breathe. It took me about 1 hour just to fall asleep at first. Then I took some medicine and let me tell you that was horrible. I just really hope that I dont get anyone else sick. I hate getting people sick, it makes me feel so bad. Like its all my fault that, that person is in pain. Yeah I have to go to school tomorrow because I can't miss more than 1 days worth of work.
My parents are really pissing me off lately, talking to me about school and all this shit that I dont want to hear. I already have enough pressure on me. I got all A's and B's, which im not going to say is great, but its not horrible. But my parents are not satisfied with it. Whatever.
So this coming up weekend Im going to a dance which Im pretty excited about :]
I want it to be SPRING so bad!!! I just want to be able to take little walks outside in capris, with no jacket. Just look at all the pretty flowers and all the people walking around, with the sun shining down. I want to be able to go in backyard and just go lay on my trampolene and think and listen to music like I used to last summer. I want to go take walks to SRB with people and just talk. I want to be able to be outside past 6 without it being pitch black dark. The spring just makes me in such a great mood.
Winter- it has its good points but I dont know. Im sick of being cold, sick of having to wear a coat, sick of snow, sick of it being dark so early. Just everything that goes along with it.
Friday night I had a lot of fun in the winter though, I must say. Eric and I went on a walk at about 830 just around his neighborhood. It started raining. We just stopped in random places and started kissing and just loving eachother. It was great.I also mooned Eric outside, it was pretty fun. Yeah some other things happened..... It was great. I love him.
Well I think I want to go lay down.