Recovery
I am a bit ridiculous. I shouldn't be allowed on the internet when I have emotions or late at night. I think I just needed to write it/talk it all out. I've been feeling alot better.
Anyways during this past week I've decided that I need to focus more on myself. I've got lots to do. Once I figure out some of the little things in life, it'll be easier to be a long-distance friend (and Super Duper Multi-Tasker)! And I'll have better grounds to be more demanding. :-)
As for the boys...I'll get over it. If it's meant to be then it shall be. Friendships, relationships are all two-way roads. Right now I'm a little stubborn and don't want to do more work than what "my share" is. That's when I become bitter. I want equal effort!
And I hope I didn't offend anyone with the previous post when talking about friends and "obligatory" events (I don't even know if that is a real word!). I LOVE to come together for celebrations. But as usual, I crave more. I want to get together just to celebrate Monday's and Tuesday's, life, and friendship! We don't have to wait for a special event to see one another.
So I had an awesome weekend...It began on Thursday :-)
Had a work lunch at The Rock. Saw Usher & Akon with Kelly & Trestin. Met up with Chris in Portland. Took a step in getting ready for the PE. Started my flooring project (of course, I'm not done yet! lol). Spent Sunday with Kelly's family (allllllll 100 of em!)! Monday was spent recovering, eating pizza, and looking at houses lol. I even made it to the gym this weekend - twice!
I could elaborate, but it would take forever. :-)