new poems
I wrote a lot, probably forgot to put some in. enjoy it.
"Escape"
Let go of your tears for one more day, and let go of me and these words that you say! This is my underground railroad escape and I'll never be coming back to this place...FIRE AT WILL, I'm barking out commands now, THIS ALL MEANS WAR, cuz it's all we know how, to use, abuse, anything to just break out...As she's cryign from the sky, dropping like missiles from her eyes, all her past mistakes attached to her heart and the explosions of frustration start, so we're running from the fire. We always wanted to get away, these are our reasons, the fall of a girl who couldn't have her way. This is my underground railroad escape! FIRE AT WILL, I'm barking out commands now, THIS ALL MEANS WAR, cuz it's all we know how, to use, abuse, anything to just break out...I'll never surrender, I'll just fire on. you keep me on the run. so..run.
"Thunderstorm"
These feelings are dormant, coming out one day to cause an earthquake, and you're wishing on these stars, from the back seat of his racing car. I know you're wishing somehow this was right, but that's impossible. You've been my drug for so long, I can't help but get jealous, when your not in my arms and you're in his. This won't last forever and he's not your conclusion. I wish this wasn't right. One bright minute replaced by dark hours, you're my everlasting thundershower, only taking what you can stand, before you pull this from my hands. I wish this wasn't right.
"I will"
your arms strangle all i have left to breathe and suffocate me; just let me get some air. i want my santity, your investing in hopes of me, letting you down, and i will I WILL, learning you fall apart all over again, three days later we're just has beens, but "you care" after a couple drinks of all of the worst poisons, and you'll try to kiss, so i go down with you, I WON'T I WON'T I WON'T I WON'T this time...the bottom of houses or the tops of couches your pulling me down, the bottom of houses you'll bury this infatuation in the ground. Let me free from this cell, darkest minutes of beautiful hell, and i don't want to love anymore, hate just lets me feel so good. Yourself is the problem, where you brought up conversation, i don't see you changing, expcept for where your sleeping, different sheets and different people, one night stands are fucking evil, and your best weapon, i just want to breathe away from your perfume, a scent that i can't stand anymore, I WILL I WILL, I WILL...
"Rain"
Without you is like tree's without leaves. cold. Throw me in the fire and I wouldn't even burn, i have no desire. But the rain drops are like your eyes, similar to your smile. The most comforting thing i could ever imagine. I wish I could tell you to come rest with me, you were concerned if i was tired and kept questioning, there's no point in speaking or conclusions, because nothing is forever and I'm always losing, this rain drowns out our love once again, underneath your bed. The only room that ever saw the romance we once had. goodbye to all of that. and drown.
"Escape"
Let go of your tears for one more day, and let go of me and these words that you say! This is my underground railroad escape and I'll never be coming back to this place...FIRE AT WILL, I'm barking out commands now, THIS ALL MEANS WAR, cuz it's all we know how, to use, abuse, anything to just break out...As she's cryign from the sky, dropping like missiles from her eyes, all her past mistakes attached to her heart and the explosions of frustration start, so we're running from the fire. We always wanted to get away, these are our reasons, the fall of a girl who couldn't have her way. This is my underground railroad escape! FIRE AT WILL, I'm barking out commands now, THIS ALL MEANS WAR, cuz it's all we know how, to use, abuse, anything to just break out...I'll never surrender, I'll just fire on. you keep me on the run. so..run.
"Thunderstorm"
These feelings are dormant, coming out one day to cause an earthquake, and you're wishing on these stars, from the back seat of his racing car. I know you're wishing somehow this was right, but that's impossible. You've been my drug for so long, I can't help but get jealous, when your not in my arms and you're in his. This won't last forever and he's not your conclusion. I wish this wasn't right. One bright minute replaced by dark hours, you're my everlasting thundershower, only taking what you can stand, before you pull this from my hands. I wish this wasn't right.
"I will"
your arms strangle all i have left to breathe and suffocate me; just let me get some air. i want my santity, your investing in hopes of me, letting you down, and i will I WILL, learning you fall apart all over again, three days later we're just has beens, but "you care" after a couple drinks of all of the worst poisons, and you'll try to kiss, so i go down with you, I WON'T I WON'T I WON'T I WON'T this time...the bottom of houses or the tops of couches your pulling me down, the bottom of houses you'll bury this infatuation in the ground. Let me free from this cell, darkest minutes of beautiful hell, and i don't want to love anymore, hate just lets me feel so good. Yourself is the problem, where you brought up conversation, i don't see you changing, expcept for where your sleeping, different sheets and different people, one night stands are fucking evil, and your best weapon, i just want to breathe away from your perfume, a scent that i can't stand anymore, I WILL I WILL, I WILL...
"Rain"
Without you is like tree's without leaves. cold. Throw me in the fire and I wouldn't even burn, i have no desire. But the rain drops are like your eyes, similar to your smile. The most comforting thing i could ever imagine. I wish I could tell you to come rest with me, you were concerned if i was tired and kept questioning, there's no point in speaking or conclusions, because nothing is forever and I'm always losing, this rain drowns out our love once again, underneath your bed. The only room that ever saw the romance we once had. goodbye to all of that. and drown.