and its happening again..
I watched as her eyeliner
Dripped down her beautiful face
Scarred, bruised but so beautiful
Fallen from grace
I watched her swallow the pills
Make her fall to sleep
Forced by thoughts compressing
Fallen too deep
I watched her feel so invisible
Walking in a world of her own
Reads poetry about her lover
Signed, Author Unknown
I watched her destroy perfection by a razor blade
Drowning herself into so much pain
Thoughts fly away and one thought
Only.. at her bloodless veins
I watched her save her friends not her
Fallen and broken, her wings torn
Drenched clothes in her blood
Eyes so dead..her intentions reborn
I watched her appreciate the way she aches
Knives through her, she's almost dead
Pills she swallows..but one last time
Author unkown's poetry she read
I watched her take her one last breath
I stare into the mirror.. I watch her cry
Slowly the blood spills.. drips
I watched myself die
