.officially off the market
ok, so i have a boyfriend now...whodathunkit right!? the catch is its nobody from the previous line-up. as a matter of fact i've never mentioned him because up until now he's only been a friend. i mean don't get me wrong baby is sexy as all hell...my boo is 6'4 inches of caramel delight!!!! lmao! nah, but i mean he was just somebody to chill with. we never even slept together or anything like that.
but he was blowin' my cell up today while i was postin' my last entry. kept askin' me if i was comin' through to chill. i mean i told him i was, and he has NEVER been that pressed and blowin' my cell up like that. i thought somethin' was wrong. i get over there and for some reason he's lookin' finer than usual. lol....i think time spent chillin' wit him i took for granted that he coulda just up and dated any chick he wanted.
anywho...fast forward...i'm chillin' wit him in his "studio" watchin' him lay tracks and he's teachin' me how to do stuff so i can play around with the program when i get home and try to make my own tracks. he turns to me and says...you know i want you. i'm like cj shut up! lmao! i just laugh it off, but i can tell he's bein' serious. i try to lighten up the mood by jokin' around. he sees that i'm not lettin' up so he gets up...comes over to me picks me up and wraps my legs around his waist walks over to the wall and kinda holds me between him and the wall...looks me dead in the eyes and said "keya, look at me!" my goofy but talkin' about "cj ain' nobody tryna look all in yo face!" lmao! i swear i'm goofy when i wanna be ya'll, but he was just like i'm serious. i'm not playin'....i'm tired of watchin' u wit other dudes...you're to pretty for that. you should be with someone that respects and only wants to be with you! by this time my smirk is gone and i'm just starin' at him like where the hell did all of this come from? then it happens...he kisses me!
i mean i've kissed him before just playin' around like a peck on the cheek or a quick peck on the lips and what not...but NOTHIN' coulda prepared me for the kiss that took place...i was floatin'...next thing i know i'm on his bed bein' stripped....i'm like WHAT!!!! the entire time i'm thinkin' this is not happenin' this is not happpenin'. not that i didn't want it to, but this is like my best guyfriend....i don't know.....hopin' we haven't fucked up....but i'm likin' it so far.......speak of the devil...he's callin' me now...later ya'll! two phingaz!
but he was blowin' my cell up today while i was postin' my last entry. kept askin' me if i was comin' through to chill. i mean i told him i was, and he has NEVER been that pressed and blowin' my cell up like that. i thought somethin' was wrong. i get over there and for some reason he's lookin' finer than usual. lol....i think time spent chillin' wit him i took for granted that he coulda just up and dated any chick he wanted.
anywho...fast forward...i'm chillin' wit him in his "studio" watchin' him lay tracks and he's teachin' me how to do stuff so i can play around with the program when i get home and try to make my own tracks. he turns to me and says...you know i want you. i'm like cj shut up! lmao! i just laugh it off, but i can tell he's bein' serious. i try to lighten up the mood by jokin' around. he sees that i'm not lettin' up so he gets up...comes over to me picks me up and wraps my legs around his waist walks over to the wall and kinda holds me between him and the wall...looks me dead in the eyes and said "keya, look at me!" my goofy but talkin' about "cj ain' nobody tryna look all in yo face!" lmao! i swear i'm goofy when i wanna be ya'll, but he was just like i'm serious. i'm not playin'....i'm tired of watchin' u wit other dudes...you're to pretty for that. you should be with someone that respects and only wants to be with you! by this time my smirk is gone and i'm just starin' at him like where the hell did all of this come from? then it happens...he kisses me!
i mean i've kissed him before just playin' around like a peck on the cheek or a quick peck on the lips and what not...but NOTHIN' coulda prepared me for the kiss that took place...i was floatin'...next thing i know i'm on his bed bein' stripped....i'm like WHAT!!!! the entire time i'm thinkin' this is not happenin' this is not happpenin'. not that i didn't want it to, but this is like my best guyfriend....i don't know.....hopin' we haven't fucked up....but i'm likin' it so far.......speak of the devil...he's callin' me now...later ya'll! two phingaz!