Shore Woman
Its not so much the fact that i'm uncomfortble wih people drinking.. Is more of the fact that the way people act when they are drunk is not as fun as people make it out to be.. Last night just made me upset for several reasons..
A. Ben was leaving for his mission, and last night is quite possibly the last time i am going to see him.. I promised myself that i would have no regrets in life ever!!! but if i ever had to choose, i would say that i regret not grabbing his face and making out with him right then and there.. Ugh *smacks forehead* instead i give him a weak awkward hug and a simple "be safe" WTF!!!! *smack smack* he is wonderful..
B. cailin picking me up and having plans screwed up because Cailins mom wouldnt allow her to go over to the twins house.. so instead i had to go over to Cailins house.. and wait there Till 11..
C. When Lou would finally came to pick me up and take me over.. and all of a sudden an innocent gettogether becomes "HEEEY!!" *breaks out the alcohol* who wants to do shots?!!!
and i just remember feeling soo... let down.. feeling soo Angry and dissapointed. Feeling like "whhhaaatt thhhee FUUUCCKKK?!!! when the hell did this happen?? when did we all of a sudden start getting drunk?"
I remember having a picnic with Caroline Keke and Lou, and as Lou and Caroline took a nap on the soccer field,Keke and i went and explored this laaaaaaarge feild of daisys and out of the silence keke saying, "we dont need to drink alcohol right chelsea?? i mean, we have lots of fun without it right??" and i was sooo happy that SOMEBODY felt the same way.. From the getgo i've had to watch my friends, people from OCHSA getting involved with that, and me feeling like such a pansy. and ugh it just doesnt end does it??
and keke.. WTF?! she doesnt even need to get drunk whats up with that?! as if she wasnt loud and obnoxious enough (god i love her to death but you all know what i am talking about right?? am i taking crazy pills here?) i think even Shayne was intrigued, and wantedto join in the festivities.. luckily she didnt.. but Ugh.. i was sooo mad..
and the thing that made it even worse was keke asking me if i was ok every 10 seconds.. and lou later on telling her that i was uncomfortable with people drinking around me.. it makes me seem like such a .. i donno such an anal retentive. like.. ooh.. no .. she doesnt know how to have fun.. ooh chelsea is a goodie she doesnt drink blablabla... and keke apologizing to me for making me uncomfortable.. agh just stop.. if i had a car i would have been out if there... but thats just my feelings exactly...
I hate drunk people i'm sorry.. theres nothing funny, or attractive about it at all.. its just shows that you cant be funny, or bold, or all those things that being intoxicated makes you feel on your own. and thats YOUR PROBLEM!!!!
Anyways.. in other news.. george is a man whore.. but i still like him.. and thats soo aweful of me.. because there is nothing REALLY amazingly special about him.. He's not THAT good looking, hes not a great actor, i dont even think hes interested in me.. but i have no idea but i just like him... Kit is trying to for lack of a better term "woe" me Via text message.. i find it amusing.. hes such a dork.. and then thees this kid Geoff who met off of myspace who is soo adorable but i'm not really interested in him anymore.. hes sort of immature which was really cute at first.. but.. i dont know.. i dont know if i would like him that much in person.. but he pretty much tells me flat out that i am his Wife and his girlfriend and he rwally likes me a lot.. which is nice.. But george.. george is a touch nut to crack... i keep hoping he'll crack on is own though because other nuts i have tried to crack and they ended up turning to dust in the wind.. lol *sings the song*
However.. i sense relationship status growing and growing with each new interest.. lolits only a matter of time.. hahahaha
ooh lordy lord..
ooh yes and now thaty i have eaten i feel like a at Taper.. That is all!!
HI DAVID!!!!
A. Ben was leaving for his mission, and last night is quite possibly the last time i am going to see him.. I promised myself that i would have no regrets in life ever!!! but if i ever had to choose, i would say that i regret not grabbing his face and making out with him right then and there.. Ugh *smacks forehead* instead i give him a weak awkward hug and a simple "be safe" WTF!!!! *smack smack* he is wonderful..
B. cailin picking me up and having plans screwed up because Cailins mom wouldnt allow her to go over to the twins house.. so instead i had to go over to Cailins house.. and wait there Till 11..
C. When Lou would finally came to pick me up and take me over.. and all of a sudden an innocent gettogether becomes "HEEEY!!" *breaks out the alcohol* who wants to do shots?!!!
and i just remember feeling soo... let down.. feeling soo Angry and dissapointed. Feeling like "whhhaaatt thhhee FUUUCCKKK?!!! when the hell did this happen?? when did we all of a sudden start getting drunk?"
I remember having a picnic with Caroline Keke and Lou, and as Lou and Caroline took a nap on the soccer field,Keke and i went and explored this laaaaaaarge feild of daisys and out of the silence keke saying, "we dont need to drink alcohol right chelsea?? i mean, we have lots of fun without it right??" and i was sooo happy that SOMEBODY felt the same way.. From the getgo i've had to watch my friends, people from OCHSA getting involved with that, and me feeling like such a pansy. and ugh it just doesnt end does it??
and keke.. WTF?! she doesnt even need to get drunk whats up with that?! as if she wasnt loud and obnoxious enough (god i love her to death but you all know what i am talking about right?? am i taking crazy pills here?) i think even Shayne was intrigued, and wantedto join in the festivities.. luckily she didnt.. but Ugh.. i was sooo mad..
and the thing that made it even worse was keke asking me if i was ok every 10 seconds.. and lou later on telling her that i was uncomfortable with people drinking around me.. it makes me seem like such a .. i donno such an anal retentive. like.. ooh.. no .. she doesnt know how to have fun.. ooh chelsea is a goodie she doesnt drink blablabla... and keke apologizing to me for making me uncomfortable.. agh just stop.. if i had a car i would have been out if there... but thats just my feelings exactly...
I hate drunk people i'm sorry.. theres nothing funny, or attractive about it at all.. its just shows that you cant be funny, or bold, or all those things that being intoxicated makes you feel on your own. and thats YOUR PROBLEM!!!!
Anyways.. in other news.. george is a man whore.. but i still like him.. and thats soo aweful of me.. because there is nothing REALLY amazingly special about him.. He's not THAT good looking, hes not a great actor, i dont even think hes interested in me.. but i have no idea but i just like him... Kit is trying to for lack of a better term "woe" me Via text message.. i find it amusing.. hes such a dork.. and then thees this kid Geoff who met off of myspace who is soo adorable but i'm not really interested in him anymore.. hes sort of immature which was really cute at first.. but.. i dont know.. i dont know if i would like him that much in person.. but he pretty much tells me flat out that i am his Wife and his girlfriend and he rwally likes me a lot.. which is nice.. But george.. george is a touch nut to crack... i keep hoping he'll crack on is own though because other nuts i have tried to crack and they ended up turning to dust in the wind.. lol *sings the song*
However.. i sense relationship status growing and growing with each new interest.. lolits only a matter of time.. hahahaha
ooh lordy lord..
ooh yes and now thaty i have eaten i feel like a at Taper.. That is all!!
HI DAVID!!!!