so its been awhile !
hey yall ! !
okay well camp happened last week..it was soo much funn i cant evn put it into words its crazzyyyyy ! !
okay so heres how the week went in short...
jeremy ended up with tabbi and at first i didnt want to be there i hated seeing him with her bc i knew that last year it was ME not HER but then i realized if he can do this to me i dont need him ! so i guess i got over it well as much as i will...and i started to notice sum1 that i was always friends with like from last year but nvr really hung out with..JESIAH ! so me and him hit it off REALLY well and we ended up going to the banquet together where we held hands and where [during the movie] i put my head on his shoulder and he put his head on mine and we got YELLED at ! and the nite b4 the banquet [wed] i kissed him on the cheek ! so thursday nite after the movie i really didnt want to leave him but i had to...so friday came..the day i dreaded..the day i had to say goodbye !..so we go to lunch and we had like 5 min to eat not that i did ne way ! but yeah after lunch he helped me carry my luggage to the bus and then i had to say goodbye and i juss stood there in his arms crying and normally crying is a bad thing but standing in his arms was the best feeling..and yeah he walked away but then i yelled JESIAH come here and he grabbed and held me and kissed me on the forehead and i kissed him on the cheek [you really cant truly kiss at camp..its a church camp !] and then i sed goodbye and it hurt soo bad...so i got the bus and cried and cried..so i get home and that nite my fone rings and its jesiah ! i swear ive never smiled soo big..hah..so everyday we tlk on the fone and he tells me how much he misses me and how he wishes he could juss jump in a car and drive down here to see me but he juss cant ! and it tears me apart and once again i wish..i lived in JACKSONVILLE ! !
he called me this morning as soon as he woke up...how sweet is that ! he treats me soo much better than jeremy did ! but yeah thats about the boy portion of camp..there are soo many other things that happened..between waking up at 7 in the morning, the games, the teams, the room, my BEST FRIENDS and the unforgetable services....and this song from camp that i think NO1 will forget....i absolutely love this song..
"you say you want all of me..
i wouldnt have it any other way..
I've got a savior and hes living in me..WOAH !
i wanna know..i wanna know you today..
'cuz you're the best thing that has happened to me
and the world will never take..
the world will never take you away !"
comment yall..
**once i figure out how to put pics on here i will put some of me and jesiah and camp ! !**
i cant wait till august ! ! !--> im going to JACKSONVILLE ! !
<33 ERiN ! !
<33 I MiSS JESiAH ! ! <33