on a tree, there sits a bird
I haven't eaten pasta or bread for about a month now.
fucking aduditions, this sucks. i mean i look great or whatever, and my dancing has never been this good. but all i want is a big bowl of pasta and a banana split sundae.... o my lord....
but no.
this coming thursday, feb 3, i shall be leaving new york state and flying over to columbus, ohio for my audition for ohio state. im so excited i could shit in my pants. i feel really good about this school. majoring in dance education and minoring in voice performance doesn't sound so bad to me.
im not applying to suny new paltz. i have to get out of this fucking town. i'm sick of being a big fish in a small pond. i didnt really notice how many people know me in this town because of my parents until i started to work at toscani's. every night SOMEONE i know has come in and had an in-depth conversation with me.
i went to new york this past week. took some dance classes, stayed with my sister. it was nice being in a place where no one knew who i was. free to roam around the city on my own.
i've managed to save about $4,000 so far this year, and i hope it will grow to $6,000 by the time the summer roles around so i can go visit lisa in switzerland. if my parents let me.
looks like i wont be having a family vacation this summer. my mom needs to get $14,000 worth of dental care and our insurance only covers a few thousand. we don't really ahve the money no matter how hard my parents try to convince me that we do. i know we don't.
i'm just like lily.
and i love him.
fucking aduditions, this sucks. i mean i look great or whatever, and my dancing has never been this good. but all i want is a big bowl of pasta and a banana split sundae.... o my lord....
but no.
this coming thursday, feb 3, i shall be leaving new york state and flying over to columbus, ohio for my audition for ohio state. im so excited i could shit in my pants. i feel really good about this school. majoring in dance education and minoring in voice performance doesn't sound so bad to me.
im not applying to suny new paltz. i have to get out of this fucking town. i'm sick of being a big fish in a small pond. i didnt really notice how many people know me in this town because of my parents until i started to work at toscani's. every night SOMEONE i know has come in and had an in-depth conversation with me.
i went to new york this past week. took some dance classes, stayed with my sister. it was nice being in a place where no one knew who i was. free to roam around the city on my own.
i've managed to save about $4,000 so far this year, and i hope it will grow to $6,000 by the time the summer roles around so i can go visit lisa in switzerland. if my parents let me.
looks like i wont be having a family vacation this summer. my mom needs to get $14,000 worth of dental care and our insurance only covers a few thousand. we don't really ahve the money no matter how hard my parents try to convince me that we do. i know we don't.
i'm just like lily.
and i love him.