SUNY New Paltz

Aug 18, 2004 23:03

Today,
i registered to take intro to anthropology and community chorale at SUNY New Paltz.
how awesome is that?
i needed something else to look forward to for next year... i really did.
i plan on registering for "sight reading and ear training" as well.

my life has taken a huge turn.
things are changing drastically.
not for the better, if you must know.
when my mind should be racing, it is completely blank; like a white canvas ready to be splattered by paint.

a co-worker asked me tonight...
"what turns you on the most?"
i assumed she was reffering to sex... as a lot of people do these day, so i first answered
"i don't know, never really thought about it."
but hours later i decided to say
"remember earlier when you asked me what turns me on the most? well, ive thought about it, and i would have to say... life."
she seemd surprised, but all she said was
"good answer."

inspite of all the shit that has gone down, im still so turned on to life. i have hope.

thank fucking god.
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