anime
It's crazy how my life has come completely full circle. Reading over my last entry from almost a year ago, i felt odd knowing that those same words and feelings are a part of me today. I came on here in the hopes of getting out all of this pent up emotion that i have from the last few days, weeks, months of denying feeling certain things but apparently i said everything i wanted to last july. And why does this always happen to me? Why do i somehow manage to let things slip away or fall to the waste-side before i get to say how i truly feel. Maybe it takes losing them to make me realize all the things i wanted to say and do and feel. I hate that i am stuck in this place where i honestly do not even understand myself or the way my life keeps turning out. I just want to scream. i want to CALL HIM. why is this such a process, why do i have to think of all of the 'what-if's' of calling him or talking to him first.
Why cant life just be simple?
Why cant life just be simple?