do you want me to knock off the rest of the hair on your head?

[h00pychic15]

Last night; great night. Danny that was unexpected. you tired but jealous enough to come. the drama that drives my life, crazy uncontrolled energy flying out of me and into me and i never sat to appreciate what i really needed to do. i am learning to tune into my body, we know the answers we just don't listen. you said, the book said, and now i say we always look to outside sources for the answer that is simply lying within our own self. you are my feet and much more. you appear when i most need it. there is so much left unspoken but you don't need my words to know.
last night goodbyes were acknowledged and closely planned; feared by me. you are confused and i am not part of your life, is it real? i cried because i know it is going to happen, i felt so dramatic and once again being pulled by emotions that only run on the outer level of my skin. i went back to the rain because you had chosen not to leave and that was the best thing i could have done. i learned so much by risking the rain. i think i have been living blindly and not for me. i share with you so much, you help me put it into words although we both know that it is just practice. i miss you every second of the day. a month is what you need? a life is what i want. greater strengths from within say i just need your memory and your smile and