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On the way back to New York I listened to John Denver, oh how I love that man. I was feeling sour about everything for a long time and now I can safely say that I am back on a good track. In fact, I am more than pleased with the way my life is going. I am in the process of applying to a few schools, I have been writing essays, reading a few books, real good ones, work is just work, I all of a sudden appreciate boardgames- especially trivia, I am learning Cantonese Chinese although all the words sound the same to me,I am looking for a gaming system so that I can play video games, I am a changed woman sort of... what else? I have a new outlook with Jon, I am thinking of him more as a friend verses boyfriend and its fun again. Everything is so much easier without these ridiculous expectations. I couldn't pretend to feel a lot for him romantically when I couldn't. So now I think I appreciate him much more and I enjoy talking to him, I finally feel comfortable. Jon's uncle was hospitalized four days ago, I belive and he is coming to New York to see him, but his parents are also coming which means I cannot spend time with him (i.e. his parents hate me and forbade him to date me, the Dominican peasant girl). This was a problem and everytime he mentions them it hurts my feelings, According to him all that really matters is that he likes me, not his parents, and not anyone else. :( Lets see, what else, my brother was attacked by a random dog and had to go to the hospital, but he is doing well and went back to work this week. Yea, things are getting better, I feel good, and I can't wait to go back to school.