long time
so i am working at sue lawrence for all those who didn't know that.
I'm having trouble getting my clients to fallow me because i found out that someone at TS is telling them that i don't do hair anymore.
Well i do hair and i work at sue lawrence.
things have bee ok i guess... i'm not making a lot of money.
I am just so happy i have Mike as my crutch to stand on... i know it may seem early in the game to say this... but i feel such a different feeling for mike. I have never felt this way about anyone... i mean he doesn't have to do anything at all other than just be here and i am happy.
Q is getting very big.
We got cable
I bought mike an xbox for his birthday
Pointy turns @ next weekend.
But in all this i don't feel i have made any new friends and i have made the mall a very hard place for me to go.
so i mean i am still having mixed feelings... i love where i work but if i don't get booked i am not making enough money to survive... i mean mike can keep us afloat...but i don't want that to be the case.
I feel kind of like i am in a rut... i get upset easily... I have no one really to talk to because i don't know anyone well enough to discuss my shit with without just making them feel overwelmed and all that..
so i am kind of startng to bottle things up... a lot... and then i just put a smile on and go on with it... i mean thats how i lost most of my good friendships in the end.... you know if i had learned to not let people know when things bothered me or to just pretend to be happy a little better... maybe then i could have kept friends...maybe then i wouldn't come home and drink by myself waiting for mike to call on his break.
I used to make things didn't i?
I used to draw..
I used to write.
I used to sing..
where did this all go?
I guess it's time to turn the spare room into a studio... i don't think anyone is moving in with us so.
I'm having trouble getting my clients to fallow me because i found out that someone at TS is telling them that i don't do hair anymore.
Well i do hair and i work at sue lawrence.
things have bee ok i guess... i'm not making a lot of money.
I am just so happy i have Mike as my crutch to stand on... i know it may seem early in the game to say this... but i feel such a different feeling for mike. I have never felt this way about anyone... i mean he doesn't have to do anything at all other than just be here and i am happy.
Q is getting very big.
We got cable
I bought mike an xbox for his birthday
Pointy turns @ next weekend.
But in all this i don't feel i have made any new friends and i have made the mall a very hard place for me to go.
so i mean i am still having mixed feelings... i love where i work but if i don't get booked i am not making enough money to survive... i mean mike can keep us afloat...but i don't want that to be the case.
I feel kind of like i am in a rut... i get upset easily... I have no one really to talk to because i don't know anyone well enough to discuss my shit with without just making them feel overwelmed and all that..
so i am kind of startng to bottle things up... a lot... and then i just put a smile on and go on with it... i mean thats how i lost most of my good friendships in the end.... you know if i had learned to not let people know when things bothered me or to just pretend to be happy a little better... maybe then i could have kept friends...maybe then i wouldn't come home and drink by myself waiting for mike to call on his break.
I used to make things didn't i?
I used to draw..
I used to write.
I used to sing..
where did this all go?
I guess it's time to turn the spare room into a studio... i don't think anyone is moving in with us so.