bitter sweeet
another failed chapter in my life, a girl that i really like and that i did things differently with ended up bad because i really liked her but she didn't like me. what can i say? at least i'm moving to corvallis, but its weird because its always how you find someone as you are about to move, i guess you could say this is lucky that it didn't work out, i'm sad though because i put myself on the line and it failed in the end, and thats what really hurts, i thought it would've or could've been a lot of fun, i was hoping more but she wants to be friends, too bad i'm not mature enough to be "just friends" because its hard to be friends with someone you like and i don't want to be put in that position. its hard and i'm sorry, i wished things had worked out differently, but i don't think she even cares so her lost right???