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Ugh. I hate goodbyes. I hated them last year when we were all leaving for college, I hated them when I told my grandpa goodbye before he died, I hated it when my dad would leave for 6 months at a time for the Air Force. And now, I can add one more to the list. I'm happy that everything happened this summer but I kind of wish it didn't so I wouldn't have to deal with all of this. Ryan came over and we layed on my bed for 45 minutes and I just cried. We said goodbye and he promised me that it'd be okay. I know it will. I dunno, I hate this feeling. I hate these tears and a part of me doesn't even understand why I'm so upset about everything. He isn't leaving forever, plenty of people go through this all the time (Karin). I think it's just the idea that he's going on with his life and I'll only get the highlights...that and the fact that the next time I'll probably see him is in 1.5 months (for his 20th birthday).
I can't figure out if I wanna go to Boulder tonight, chances are I will...to see John and help him move him and hug him. Hair appt. tomorrow, interview at I PM (THANK GOD!) and then...who knows what.
I was driving by Arapahoe this morning and there's this huge sign that says, "Back to school, don't lose your cool, drive safely!" and it's right next to the place that Kyle died at last year. It's great how people have to keep reminders like that around.
oh! And you know that Snoop song, Drop It Like It's Hot? Well, I always got confused by; see these ice cubes, see these ice creams? (lyrics in the song), well I FIGURED IT OUT!!
Ice Creams;
A relitively new shoe on the market. Created by Pharell Williams from the Neptunes (N.E.R.D) and Nigo, the creator of the Bathing Apes clothing and shoe line. They are marketed by Reebok. Only 3000 are currently in the market, ranging from around $300-$500 dollars.
---john, give me a break, I'm white!
I can't figure out if I wanna go to Boulder tonight, chances are I will...to see John and help him move him and hug him. Hair appt. tomorrow, interview at I PM (THANK GOD!) and then...who knows what.
I was driving by Arapahoe this morning and there's this huge sign that says, "Back to school, don't lose your cool, drive safely!" and it's right next to the place that Kyle died at last year. It's great how people have to keep reminders like that around.
oh! And you know that Snoop song, Drop It Like It's Hot? Well, I always got confused by; see these ice cubes, see these ice creams? (lyrics in the song), well I FIGURED IT OUT!!
Ice Creams;
A relitively new shoe on the market. Created by Pharell Williams from the Neptunes (N.E.R.D) and Nigo, the creator of the Bathing Apes clothing and shoe line. They are marketed by Reebok. Only 3000 are currently in the market, ranging from around $300-$500 dollars.
---john, give me a break, I'm white!