Jul 16, 2005 22:48
some things in my life:
1. the car thing is so close i can taste it. and actually physically see the fucking car. that's promising, almost. soon soon soon! very happy about that. yeah! Heck yeah....!
2. david's mom doesnt like me because she thinks i am a whore. apparently she heard from the "entire AHS drama department" that i am a slut. i dont know who in the drama department she talks to, but there are a few i can think of... thanks guys. much love. much fucking love.
3. jason left today. i am soo soo sad about this shit! i want that mother fucker to come back here. i want to see him all the time. i want jason. i love jason.
4. i am working 6 days this week. sweet ass. all about tha bling.
5. speaking of bling, i got a hot pink seat belt belt. you know, to wear on your waist? yeahh... heck yeahhh.
6. i am staying at miss lacie's tonight.
7. i dont know what i am going to do about friends next year. you see this is my reasoning: lacie, megan, hali, caitie, kaylynn, stephen, tyler, dylan, alex, kyle and all the rest o' them will be hanging out.. and i dont get along with a lot of them. i dont trust them. fuck liars. emily... not untill she is clean. melissa is going to be involved in all kindsa stuff like soccer and morning song i think she mentioned. i dont know what to do. and this entry is going to piss some people off.
8. i'm sick of being nice.
9. i dont want david to leave. how am i not going to cheat on him while he is away? it will be fucking hard.
10. i dont even know anymore. i just want to smoke my life away right now. just get away from it all.
11. i saw charlie and the chocolate factory tonight. it was amazing. we also went to scarpas. (me, lacie, caitie, and naomi.) it was like some awesome four-way-lesbian-date. hahahaha.
12. i cant fucking wait for the car thing to go down, nigga!