I See The Answer
so I have been doing nothing all day long and I like it for the most part. I wish someone would have called me on the phone but I suppose I would have had to of been off the computer long enough. Stupid dial up. I decided one of the first things I do when I get my tax money is too get DSL again on my computer. I mean not that a lot of people call me or anything but because things will load up faster. Such as videos and stuff.
I also sent David an ultimatum message and I hope he replies because I just want to know if he's coming back or not. I'm not the most patient perosn in the world. In fact I am the most impatient person I know. I definetly am a lover of instant gratification. I think this behavior somewhat impedes me but hey it's who I am. I am learing to except myself and not feel bad because I got flaws. I asked David once if there was anything about me he didn't like and he said no. I don't think he was being honest. There had to of been something he didn't like. I mean there are things about myself that I don't even like for god sakes!
So I decided that I'm not attending my appointment tuesday. I think that there are some things better left unknown. I just don't feel like bothering with it. It's way too much hassle and it's more for me to stress out about. The less stress the better I think. I don't need a doctor too tell me that. Then if they do diagnose something I will be taking medicine that will make me a different person. I don't like that idea. So I'm gonna be my crazy self.
In a Past Life...
You Were: An Albino Dancer.
Where You Lived: Boliva.
How You Died: Typhoid fever.
Who Were You In a Past Life?
Cool I lived in Bolivia :)
I also sent David an ultimatum message and I hope he replies because I just want to know if he's coming back or not. I'm not the most patient perosn in the world. In fact I am the most impatient person I know. I definetly am a lover of instant gratification. I think this behavior somewhat impedes me but hey it's who I am. I am learing to except myself and not feel bad because I got flaws. I asked David once if there was anything about me he didn't like and he said no. I don't think he was being honest. There had to of been something he didn't like. I mean there are things about myself that I don't even like for god sakes!
So I decided that I'm not attending my appointment tuesday. I think that there are some things better left unknown. I just don't feel like bothering with it. It's way too much hassle and it's more for me to stress out about. The less stress the better I think. I don't need a doctor too tell me that. Then if they do diagnose something I will be taking medicine that will make me a different person. I don't like that idea. So I'm gonna be my crazy self.
In a Past Life...
You Were: An Albino Dancer.
Where You Lived: Boliva.
How You Died: Typhoid fever.
Who Were You In a Past Life?
Cool I lived in Bolivia :)