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If u hadn't noticed by now, i am really bad about keepin this thingy updated, but i do believe that i am getting a lil better at it. haha. anyways, i'm finally on some antibiotics so i feel much better today and i got good cough medicine from the doctor so no more of that either! yeah! haha, but the only downside to being better is that i had to go back to work today, i seriously think i need a job where i can just sit on my a$$ all day and play on the computer and maybe answer phones or somin like that and i definitely know that i would be making a lot more money doing somin like that than busting by butt at some retail store for 8 hours a day trying to make quota and all that other bs that i have to deal with. anyways, no more rantin and raving about my crappy/too stressful job. this past week, i went to a party on tuesday, met an awesome guy who thinks that i don't like him because i wouldn't do anything (sexually) with him, why do guys have to be like that i mean i'm a girl, i have morals and boundaries and just because i won't do anything with you doesn't mean that i am not into you at all it just means that i have boundaries and i would like you to respect them and in return show that you respect me! grrr, sometimes stuff that like just makes me hate guys, but i know that not all guys are like that and maybe one day i will actually find one...in the meantime if he thinks like that and he is not willing to give me another shot and hang out with me again because of that reason then i say "To hell with him" in the most blatant and honest terms i can use because i definitely don't need that kind of stress in my life right now. Even though he was gorgeous and exactly my type, we'll see what happens, i really do hope he takes the high road in this sitch but only God knows what the plan is i must trust him to take the lead in my life. anyways, there's another party tomorrow night so i may find me another even more attractive guy who is more respectful, wouldn't that be nice. haha well for now i better go to bed cuz i got a busy day tomorrow, love to all and to all a goodnight, hehe, =0)