this is what is sounds like

Oct 28, 2004 10:09

lately i've been looking at things i need to do and i've been feeling really stressed out because in my head it's all a big mess. so this morning i wrote a to do list, and it's really not that big. infact there are like 3 things i need to do, it's just that 1 of them is massive and has alot of parts to it (portfolio/interview/application is just one thing and it's over whelming.) it's funny when you put it all down and you realise everything isn't really that big a deal. i went to do some of my portfolio before and i ended up feeling dizzy and having to lie down on my bed and listen to the radio and my smiths tape (courtesy of miss moshi). i just have to get my priorities straight, i spend such a large amount of my time doing things i don't need to do. i finished janet evanovich - seven up in 2 days... it was that good! but if did mean i didn't get to go the the valley with leo yesterday 'cause i put off all the things i told my mum i would do til when i finished my book, and half an hour after i'd finished my book leo called up. cest la vie.

i'm going to get some cds today. i'm thinking little birdy - big love maybe nick cave - abattoir blues because i heard the title track on 4zzz and i really liked it i've got abattoir blues, down to my shoes and i also need pj harvey - rid of me but i might wait til next week for that one. we'll see, i might get a polly rush on my way to work. my aim is to be familiar with -all- her albums by her concert, which is pretty easy considering i know rid of me well (due to 4-track demos and my mp3 collection)

i work this afternoon at the winter garden. i got bombarded with ronnie in the entrance to brisbane arcade the other day which was nice but slightly surreal because we didn't say much due to him being late to work and me having headphones in. also i'm working friday night and after that chris, rani and i (my brother and his girlfriend). saturday i'm not working but i have to cook a cake for samm's 19th, his party is that evening ( i also hope to get in some time to do my portfolio that day)// sunday i am working in boarder's gloria jeans! hooray. i'm looking forward to working their heaps. seeing i'm not a big drinker (i'm going to try drinking again this weekend really) i think i'll survive going to a party and then working at 1pm. what would be ace is if i got a discount at boarders for working at gloria jeans, i'm sure the gloria jeans staff get a discount with us... i want a book discount! anyway i reckon working in boarder's would be ace... but i have a suspicious feeling my bank account will take a turn for the worse.

i was feeling dead at the start of this entry but, god, black coffee make me feel so much better
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