i'm coming up man-size: skinned alive.
the only music i want to listen to at the moment is early pj harvey: heavy distorted stuff, wailing, moaning... i want to do something generous and from the right place tomorrow... maybe this is what's wrong: the absence of generosity.
maybe i'll buy mum lunch or something.
my shift was okay today, surprisingly considering i was working with ranita (my indian manager who is short stressful bossy and more australian than i am) and i also was working with brittnee, who, turns out, is friends with jessica page (i say her whole name because it's so cool) and chloe etc etc.
anyway it's okay, i'm just so t ired of feeling frustrated and irritated by music... all music. and if i start to enjoy something (maybe a slow piece: joanna newsom or what not) then by the next track i want something different on... and nothing ever really fits what i want to feel when i listen to music... music is letting me down as being something that fits my mood. maybe i need a new cd... again
maybe i'll buy mum lunch or something.
my shift was okay today, surprisingly considering i was working with ranita (my indian manager who is short stressful bossy and more australian than i am) and i also was working with brittnee, who, turns out, is friends with jessica page (i say her whole name because it's so cool) and chloe etc etc.
anyway it's okay, i'm just so t ired of feeling frustrated and irritated by music... all music. and if i start to enjoy something (maybe a slow piece: joanna newsom or what not) then by the next track i want something different on... and nothing ever really fits what i want to feel when i listen to music... music is letting me down as being something that fits my mood. maybe i need a new cd... again