i need your duct tape again please
A thousand miles.
I'm finding it so hard to place my emotions right now.
I feel like I'm on a see saw.
Or at a mountain peak.
And on one side of the mountain, there is a huge drop, with
spiky rocks 100 feet down.
And on the other side,
there is a magic garden, with green grass and yellow sunshine and a cushiony ground.
And I never know which side I will end up on at the end of the day.
Right now, I'm still somewhere in the middle,
just holding on&
waiting?
The thief is back at school.
UhOh.
I have completely failed at following my list of what to do
and what not to do.
I always find, that whenever I make myself rules,
I go against them more than
If I'd never said anything in the first place.
Like, go on a diet>> I get hungrier than I've ever been.
Keep my room tidy>> It is the messiest I've ever seen.
Cut down smoking>> I'm smoking more than I've ever smoked.
But,
setting opposite rules doesn't work either.
So, maybe,
maybe if you just don't think about it?
Isn't it funny how music can affect your mood so much?
BlanketyBlank
Xo