Scary
Merry Christmas Eve everyone! I am very excited about Christmas because it's wonderful. YAY! Yesterday was a weird day. I watched Oprah, and the whole show was about South Africa and all the stuff they're doing there. And I watched it and I cried because it was amazing and if everyone could help just a little the world would be so much better. But since not everyone helps just a little, my life's purpose is to help a lot. And while I watched the show I knew I would never live a normal life, because I don't belong here and I'm going to go somewhere in this hurting world and give my all to make it a little better. God has placed it soooo strongly in my heart that it's unbelievable. It brings me to tears to know that someday I might be in South Africa, running an orphanage or helping women with AIDS support their families. I am so excited for my future because I know, no matter where in the world I end up, I will be doing something incredible and making a difference. It gets me all emotional. I am going to bring a ray of hope to a seemingly hopeless world. I just thought you all should know that. Well not really, I just really wanted to type it out because...well I'm not sure. Anywho... I hope you all have a FANTASTIC Christmas and remember what Christmas really is. It isn't just about "magic" or "the spirit of Christmas", it isn't just about being with loved ones. It IS about Jesus Christ, and you can try and take it out but it's not going away. Christmas with out Christ is just "mas" and really since mas = mass = church service... well good luck to you my friend. Just thought I'd throw that out there. Adios!