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Just back from the movie "Unfaithful". Realize i must be masochistic to put myself through the movie of my life reversed. Having lived for 21 years with a philandering husband and to never have completely healed from the betrayals...and to watch the betrayal of a wife to her trusting husband, brought up a lot of ghosts and gremlins. My own movie flashed thru my head. I am sad. I feel weird. I wish he knew how painful and degrading it was. How damaging to our family. I wish he would say he was sorry. I am glad i am no longer with him.