rambling

[gypsycarmen]

he says he loves me....
his sense of houmor sucks
Im so alone
my tears are so loud they hurt my head
but no one no hears them but me
y cant i get past i dont know....
I can do what my mom did
ill never measure up to cindy
i cant even come close to filling daddys shoes
yet here i am trying and failing miserably
i have lost ever one who am i how do i go on why dont i know
i just dont know