just tired
So, while I'm trying to FIND some time to myself... work... take care of the puppies, kitties, fish and husband... I'm also wondering if I even have time for birthing classes. I'm talking either Hypnobreathing or the Bradley method (very natural methods) and if I actually HAVE one night a week until I deliver to learn about it all. Anyone do any birthing classes before birth? Things are different than I imagined--mostly in that I'm more relaxed and more letting things go than I thought I'd be. I'm actually open to epidurals if it turns out to be necessary, but I don't want it to be necessary. OH next week I enter the third trimester. Wow. Belly is big now, btw.
The best thing is this: for the first time in almost 3 years... I arrive home last night after showing houses around 7:30 (2 hours later than normal) and Ben has COOKED, SERVED and put awesome music on for dinner. OMG OMG OMG. I was floored. SO happy and it was a surprise too. I'm wondering if the "Father's First Year" book that I got him gave him a nudge. YESH it was marvelous.
So, I really have nothing to complain about I guess. It's just that I haven't allowed myself to have LESS to do--I keep overplanning things-- I think it's what I do best. Plan away my days until I have no time for anything else except for "events." I have to cancel yet another "plan" next week that I scheduled that involved too much planning beforehand. [sigh]
Oh and I need a nap. Oh and I need to scan about 120 photos for Ben's gramma that I promised, photo correcting them along the way and saving them to a cruzer. yeah. And then do the "quick" freelance job that I promised about a month ago for a friend of mine in Montana.
The best thing is this: for the first time in almost 3 years... I arrive home last night after showing houses around 7:30 (2 hours later than normal) and Ben has COOKED, SERVED and put awesome music on for dinner. OMG OMG OMG. I was floored. SO happy and it was a surprise too. I'm wondering if the "Father's First Year" book that I got him gave him a nudge. YESH it was marvelous.
So, I really have nothing to complain about I guess. It's just that I haven't allowed myself to have LESS to do--I keep overplanning things-- I think it's what I do best. Plan away my days until I have no time for anything else except for "events." I have to cancel yet another "plan" next week that I scheduled that involved too much planning beforehand. [sigh]
Oh and I need a nap. Oh and I need to scan about 120 photos for Ben's gramma that I promised, photo correcting them along the way and saving them to a cruzer. yeah. And then do the "quick" freelance job that I promised about a month ago for a friend of mine in Montana.