Senioritis?
I keep going through waves of high anxiety, cortisol explosion, "I NEED TO DO SHIT NOWW!!!!" and then waves of "Actually, I don't even give a shit..."
Which is resulting in a day of pizza, naps and Glee and then a day of protein shakes, jumping jacks and cram sessions.
Emily has only been gone for only 2 days now but until an hour ago I was at home, spending the longest time alone I had spent in...maybe ever lol.
Turns out I go a little crazy when left to my own devices. I had to go over to Chad's just so he can yell at me to study (since this is an "I don't give a shit" day, but I have a test tomorrow and a quiz Tuesday). I talk to myself, the Kits, Aditi and Midgar a lot. I feel less weird about talking to Beeb since he talks back. Beyond apples and good birds though the conversations are pretty shallow ;)
The kits are starting to actually act like kittens, healthy rolly polly fuzzy things that want to eat EVERY CABLE IN THE APT!!! *SIgh* I know they are doing well when I am running after them yelling "DO! Don't eat that! Don't climb up there! Where the fuck did you go?!"
Good times :)
My job was fun today. The last few days I was just giving animals shots, shoving meds in their mouth and sticking them in cages, one after another. Today I got to introduce dogs to potential adopters and got some dogs the fuck outta there - YAY! :)
My serious complaint for the day...
Chad seriously closes all the windows, and covers them with blankets, then turns on the lights and the AC. WHAT THE FUCK???
First of all, natural light/air is better.
Second of all, that's money he does not need to be spending
Third of all - SAVE THE FUCKING PLANET DUMB ASS!
I'm gunna get my uncle Dave on this shit...
BUT
He just gave me an hour long back massage cuz he hadn't seen me in 2 days so I have to be nice to him right now lol.
I have Senioritis...Chad's yelling at me to study now lol - guess I should...
Which is resulting in a day of pizza, naps and Glee and then a day of protein shakes, jumping jacks and cram sessions.
Emily has only been gone for only 2 days now but until an hour ago I was at home, spending the longest time alone I had spent in...maybe ever lol.
Turns out I go a little crazy when left to my own devices. I had to go over to Chad's just so he can yell at me to study (since this is an "I don't give a shit" day, but I have a test tomorrow and a quiz Tuesday). I talk to myself, the Kits, Aditi and Midgar a lot. I feel less weird about talking to Beeb since he talks back. Beyond apples and good birds though the conversations are pretty shallow ;)
The kits are starting to actually act like kittens, healthy rolly polly fuzzy things that want to eat EVERY CABLE IN THE APT!!! *SIgh* I know they are doing well when I am running after them yelling "DO! Don't eat that! Don't climb up there! Where the fuck did you go?!"
Good times :)
My job was fun today. The last few days I was just giving animals shots, shoving meds in their mouth and sticking them in cages, one after another. Today I got to introduce dogs to potential adopters and got some dogs the fuck outta there - YAY! :)
My serious complaint for the day...
Chad seriously closes all the windows, and covers them with blankets, then turns on the lights and the AC. WHAT THE FUCK???
First of all, natural light/air is better.
Second of all, that's money he does not need to be spending
Third of all - SAVE THE FUCKING PLANET DUMB ASS!
I'm gunna get my uncle Dave on this shit...
BUT
He just gave me an hour long back massage cuz he hadn't seen me in 2 days so I have to be nice to him right now lol.
I have Senioritis...Chad's yelling at me to study now lol - guess I should...