My dear, I am saddened that you feel I do not communicate with you.
I sent you that long email as soon as things had transformed into what they now are.
Two months ago when I started seeing Dan, we were staying poly and open to continuing our exploration of other people... then I met Rick and within a few weeks of us exlporing that connection, well lets just say it changed everything in our realties and (of course) the lives of our lovers.
I sent you an email that I spent hours working on to make sure I could explain clearly and eloquently what was going on as well as to express how much I DO love you and am grateful for everything we have shared- most of which we still can share!
I know I am VERY busy and not always around or able to spend the sort of time we would both like together, but I hope you know that I hold you so dear and cherrished to me. That won't change just because I am embarking on a monogamous relationship. I am still going to support and love you in everything you do and be here for you as best I can.
I am sorry you feel otherwise. I am sorry that with my busy schedule I have not put in the time that you obviously, so much needed from me. I can only offer you my regret there and express that my intent was never to hurt or upset you.
I hope we are able to get some one-on-one time soon. You matter so much to me.
Kimmy, I am definitely supportive of you and love... of course. You can imagine what a surprise I must have received when my first knowledge of monogamy was when I read your lj a couple of days ago.... no, I didn't receive your well thought out email. If I had, I would have replied with support and happiness. I was confused with why you kept such important info from me, and feeling like you had been dishonest with me.
I hope that we can get that one-on-one time soon. Received your phone message, but your phone will not receive calls (so says some computer voice). For planing sake, the cart closes at 5, but am not off work until about 6:30.
I hope you were able to read the email my dear. If not, I can resend it to you as I worked very hard trying to find the right words. I made sure that the first people to know (or so I thought LOL) were you and Scott and waited days after sending the emails before making any annoucements on live journal or to any of my friends.
I love you, darling and even though it seems that we might not be able to meet up this trip, I will be back in a few days and want to set up a time and place for us to get together and connect. :o)
I love you too, my dear, and am happy for you. I did not receive your email, and appreciate your intent. I look forward to connecting with you when you're back in town.
I sent you that long email as soon as things had transformed into what they now are.
Two months ago when I started seeing Dan, we were staying poly and open to continuing our exploration of other people... then I met Rick and within a few weeks of us exlporing that connection, well lets just say it changed everything in our realties and (of course) the lives of our lovers.
I sent you an email that I spent hours working on to make sure I could explain clearly and eloquently what was going on as well as to express how much I DO love you and am grateful for everything we have shared- most of which we still can share!
I know I am VERY busy and not always around or able to spend the sort of time we would both like together, but I hope you know that I hold you so dear and cherrished to me. That won't change just because I am embarking on a monogamous relationship. I am still going to support and love you in everything you do and be here for you as best I can.
I am sorry you feel otherwise. I am sorry that with my busy schedule I have not put in the time that you obviously, so much needed from me. I can only offer you my regret there and express that my intent was never to hurt or upset you.
I hope we are able to get some one-on-one time soon. You matter so much to me.
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I hope that we can get that one-on-one time soon. Received your phone message, but your phone will not receive calls (so says some computer voice). For planing sake, the cart closes at 5, but am not off work until about 6:30.
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I love you, darling and even though it seems that we might not be able to meet up this trip, I will be back in a few days and want to set up a time and place for us to get together and connect. :o)
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I look forward to connecting with you when you're back in town.
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