Things That Could Have Been.
I feel, DIScontent.
I was looking at a picture of Gabe, it was such a simple feeling of girly crushes and this odd sense of what if's.
What if I Had known him when we were both just little nerdlets? Before Pink hair and Trekkies, befor growing up and Manic Moods.
What if, we could have sat on his sofa, watching startrek to shy to talk? To scared to hold hands? What if, I hadn't a tattoo, or he hadn't a wife. What if he liked the way I smelt, and I liked the way he combed his hair?
Befor we had to be who we are. before we had responsibilites, and obsessions before vegan's and piercings befor apartments and jobs and money...before travling 3 days away from home seemed like a big deal....befor sunsets lost there magic and Stars were nothing more then little twlinkling lights to daydream too.....
what if we had fallen in love then, befor what we are now?
What if we could have gotten married, a simple little vegas wedding, of volcan ears and ferengi drinks? what if we bought a little house, with a back yard outside of the city...and had summer parties of our mild mannared friends and family.
What if I made Martini's? and wore an apron....and he drove a beat up station wagon.
and we hardly made any money.
But we came home each night to eachother?
what if we sat on that sofa, and watched StarTrek Together, and Talked of dreams that we've both created for our selves in this life. What if we had the companionship then?
Would we ever traid our lusty love of onedays and perhapses?
For that ever comfortable life time of honey i'm homes and Uncertenty....
I dont know, but its fun to think of what Could have been, had we known eachother years ago.
I was looking at a picture of Gabe, it was such a simple feeling of girly crushes and this odd sense of what if's.
What if I Had known him when we were both just little nerdlets? Before Pink hair and Trekkies, befor growing up and Manic Moods.
What if, we could have sat on his sofa, watching startrek to shy to talk? To scared to hold hands? What if, I hadn't a tattoo, or he hadn't a wife. What if he liked the way I smelt, and I liked the way he combed his hair?
Befor we had to be who we are. before we had responsibilites, and obsessions before vegan's and piercings befor apartments and jobs and money...before travling 3 days away from home seemed like a big deal....befor sunsets lost there magic and Stars were nothing more then little twlinkling lights to daydream too.....
what if we had fallen in love then, befor what we are now?
What if we could have gotten married, a simple little vegas wedding, of volcan ears and ferengi drinks? what if we bought a little house, with a back yard outside of the city...and had summer parties of our mild mannared friends and family.
What if I made Martini's? and wore an apron....and he drove a beat up station wagon.
and we hardly made any money.
But we came home each night to eachother?
what if we sat on that sofa, and watched StarTrek Together, and Talked of dreams that we've both created for our selves in this life. What if we had the companionship then?
Would we ever traid our lusty love of onedays and perhapses?
For that ever comfortable life time of honey i'm homes and Uncertenty....
I dont know, but its fun to think of what Could have been, had we known eachother years ago.