SWIM
I need dreads again.
-Single- Its almost funny- how everything about you can be defined by the person your with/ and when you leave them, or they leave you... they truly take a part of you with them, and that part of you leaves and never reintergrates. Its been a year.
A year in one month that I've lived on my own. its been over a year sense I waisted my trip to Ireland. I was in in love, being away from that love made me so shallow. I missed everything on that trip.... now I return... in a year, the end of 2007 I have a return trip. i'm happy.
I talk and talk and talk... I've missed SO much in the last few years. Ive never given the possabilty that I was wrong, that i wasnt in love, that we talked our selves into feeling that way, oh, what a halish moment.
And so, in conclusion.... I'm ready to move on... I know I Know how many times have I spoken thos words. I'm alright. I no longer compare everyone I meet to him, and I'm excited to find a new lover. and i'm excited to start a new life.
I'm going to photography classes....Ive always wanted to be a photographer...
so, in this last year, Ive learned alot. I learned how to "swim".. so to speak. Blah Blah BLah
I talk to much
"And she knoew with shallow realization
the tiny x abovehis head, was a mark she had adorned him with
he was only a puppet, she had given a name
and told to Dance.
so dance he did."