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So today I set my alarm for 7 am, and got out of bed at 11. That's right, I procrastenated for 4 hours. I was kind enough to my house mates to turn off the alarm, I just lay in bed, thinking about the day, thinking about yesterday, and not moving. Then I had a dream about being turned into a human cat - which was enough of a mind trip to get me up.
Blerg! Yesterday, I had to let my lead actress go, because despite being wonderful, she only has rudimentary piano, and I need a concert pianist for my show. I though we could make a go of it, but after a music tutorial with the musical director of Chicago, we determined it was a no-go. It was so heart breaking. I feel like a turd, she was so excited about the show, her work collegues had already purchased tickets.
It just sucks that such a great person had to be let down like that. It is also my least favourit sucky thing. You know how everyone has their button. Mine is disapointing people. So this sucks. And I'm without a leading lady for a show that opens in 7 weeks. Oh my god.
In other news, it's summer over here. Leaves, sunshine, flowers, bugs, the whole deal. Mother nature is making this all a little easier to deal with.
I want to come home. But I also know that this is all going to work out somehow, and I've learned a lot of valuble life lessons, like never leave Canada again.
Little sardonic today. I hope yous guys don't mind.
Blerg! Yesterday, I had to let my lead actress go, because despite being wonderful, she only has rudimentary piano, and I need a concert pianist for my show. I though we could make a go of it, but after a music tutorial with the musical director of Chicago, we determined it was a no-go. It was so heart breaking. I feel like a turd, she was so excited about the show, her work collegues had already purchased tickets.
It just sucks that such a great person had to be let down like that. It is also my least favourit sucky thing. You know how everyone has their button. Mine is disapointing people. So this sucks. And I'm without a leading lady for a show that opens in 7 weeks. Oh my god.
In other news, it's summer over here. Leaves, sunshine, flowers, bugs, the whole deal. Mother nature is making this all a little easier to deal with.
I want to come home. But I also know that this is all going to work out somehow, and I've learned a lot of valuble life lessons, like never leave Canada again.
Little sardonic today. I hope yous guys don't mind.