what I would really like to do right now:
plug in my earphones and drown myself in music and take my camera out and spend some time fiddling with it and warm my insides with some hot english breakfast tea latte from starbucks and watch one tree hill 3x13 the wind that blew my heart away on repeat and read the new book I got from kinokuniya last sunday which I couldn't reach because it was all the way up on the highest shelf so this nice middle-aged caucasian man took it down for me and give ruoting a big hug because it's her birthday and go have scones and drink tea at the tea party cafe with my other one and sleepover at jeanhui's garden and talk to the people I miss and spend some time with you and eat chocolate souffles and dance and sing and fly to japan to watch the cherry blossoms bloom..
anything that would make me happier than my current state where my insides are all messed up and my head is a gigantic swirl of bloody civil wars and insurgencies and foreign exchange rates and maths and chaste women and renaissance poetry which I cannot for the life of me understand
anything that would make me happier than my current state where my insides are all messed up and my head is a gigantic swirl of bloody civil wars and insurgencies and foreign exchange rates and maths and chaste women and renaissance poetry which I cannot for the life of me understand