every place is a good place, only time goes wrong
Well this hasn't been the best week and the idiot who stole my iPod certainly didn't make it any better where to find another iPod video U2 edition not that i21 is gone ):
Somehow I feel like I've been making all the wrong decisions, big or small, this year but there again: what is the right decision? It's always a war of head vs. heart, rational vs. impulse, self vs. others.. how do you know for sure what's right and what's wrong??
And then there are the other things that make me feel very small, very insecure, but there comes a point of time where you just have to suck it all up and deal with it or you'll start losing everything that matters to you because you don't have the courage to stop your own fall.
I am just so damn lucky to have people who will knock some sense into me and drag me out of my self-doubt, to check up on me and show me kindness and everything else good in this world. People who will listen patiently as I cough up all my frustration, then calmly fill the gaps behind with soothing words that put me back in my rightful state.
I owe a lot of my present sentiment that all-is-well-with-the-world to these people: Jeanhui, Debby, Weesian, Dew, Zaki.
/ I love that Ashish brought his cable to school so we can now plug in our iPods and blast songs over the speakers. (Although this is mainly why I brought my iPod to school in the first place which led to it being stolen but yes as Debby says, STOP LINKING THINGS!!!) That's probably the nicest thing about our new humanz classrooms: freedom to blast Rick Astley (?) and try out the together forever dance Kristian taught us hehe
Somehow I feel like I've been making all the wrong decisions, big or small, this year but there again: what is the right decision? It's always a war of head vs. heart, rational vs. impulse, self vs. others.. how do you know for sure what's right and what's wrong??
And then there are the other things that make me feel very small, very insecure, but there comes a point of time where you just have to suck it all up and deal with it or you'll start losing everything that matters to you because you don't have the courage to stop your own fall.
I am just so damn lucky to have people who will knock some sense into me and drag me out of my self-doubt, to check up on me and show me kindness and everything else good in this world. People who will listen patiently as I cough up all my frustration, then calmly fill the gaps behind with soothing words that put me back in my rightful state.
I owe a lot of my present sentiment that all-is-well-with-the-world to these people: Jeanhui, Debby, Weesian, Dew, Zaki.
/ I love that Ashish brought his cable to school so we can now plug in our iPods and blast songs over the speakers. (Although this is mainly why I brought my iPod to school in the first place which led to it being stolen but yes as Debby says, STOP LINKING THINGS!!!) That's probably the nicest thing about our new humanz classrooms: freedom to blast Rick Astley (?) and try out the together forever dance Kristian taught us hehe