Hello....ellloo...lloo..ooo..oo
I think I will start writing here again. I was keeping a bit of a grief-log at OpenDiary because a friend wanted me to read her journal there, but it is down *again* for the 3rd time in a week and for 3 days this time. That's a lot of downtime, yo.
I had a bit of a breakdown yesterday. Between it being the month-i-versary of Grandpa's death, the news of E's work, the friends telling me my worries were invalid and paranoid, the other deaths in my life and in the lives of my friends...it's been a year, and yesterday was a Day. I feel better for it, though, and I think it woke my sleepy husband from his game-playing stupor. Hopefully we continue on that trend for a while.
Anyway...I need to go to bed now, but I wanted to at least write that little bit. Hi again, LJ. Nice to see you.
I had a bit of a breakdown yesterday. Between it being the month-i-versary of Grandpa's death, the news of E's work, the friends telling me my worries were invalid and paranoid, the other deaths in my life and in the lives of my friends...it's been a year, and yesterday was a Day. I feel better for it, though, and I think it woke my sleepy husband from his game-playing stupor. Hopefully we continue on that trend for a while.
Anyway...I need to go to bed now, but I wanted to at least write that little bit. Hi again, LJ. Nice to see you.