"if there werent obstacles with us, i would want everything"
my hand and finger are broken. of course. it was inevitable. i was ready to be miserable and have perpetual pity parties for myself everytime someone asked me "what happened?" with those same sympathetic eyes. instead, i have decided that i will take advantage of this opportunity to become ambedextrious. its going well so far. i hate that im missing games, and practices, but i can still lift (kinda) and my coaches are putting me through conditioning workouts and stuf...i mean, i can still walk...im still alive. ill be back in 3 weeks. im lucky
finals are this week. whatever. they'll be fine.
david came this week. it was amazing. we had the best time. he left today.
i like someone. and he likes me. but we cant date or anything. he is our team manager. he is almost 21 and a junior here. i would like the one person i cant date. but we hung out tonight. studied together. then just talked for two hours. about "us" and what we are going to do, and about everything else. it was kinda great. we will see i guess. either way, he gave me butterflies when we hung out tonight. and if nothing comes of this, that alone was worth it.
um...dunno what else to write. things are pretty typical here. having a great time and everything still.