Nov 05, 2005 10:53
ive begun to feel really distant from people lately
i know i havent been hanging out with melissa much because of cheering and shes grounded and im so happy she didnt go back to her old locker like she wanted to awhile ago because if it wasnt for our locker and lunch i would never see her and i would hate if we stopped being friends like i would just die but next semester we have a few classes together so im wicked pumped for that
i honestly can not remember the last time i hung out with jess. its completely pointless for me to be saying this because i know she stopped reading my livejournal a long time ago but im gunna say it anyways in case she does decide to read it or whatever because the only reason i didnt go friends only was because of her. last year she was one of my best friends and we never hang out, we talk sometimes in the halls, and when we do talk it seems like we have nothing to say. last year we could talk on the phone for hours about absolutely nothing or hang out day after day after day and never get sick of each other. and i know this one isnt my fault because i tried to stay friends with her over the summer and called her to hang out and we did like 4 times.
i miss people from lynn who i still see but i used to see them all the time over the summer and i wish i could see them more, like alfredo, ryan burke, aj, little ryan, maryanne, and alicia...but i saw maryanne alicia and little ryan(or should i say medium ryan) yesterday which made me wicked happy!!
i miss sarah soooo much!!! i havent seen her in almost a week now and you have no idea how much i really do miss you right now!!! i need to see you sooooooooooooooooon i love you so much i cant wait until tuesday!!!!!!!!