being single
i hate being single. the one person i want the most i cant seem to have right now. and when i try to take my mind off of him, i dream about him and i being together. oyyyy not cool. THEN of course i test out being single by putting myself out there. but of course that doesnt work. i mean why would it? its not like i deserve to have anyone in my life right now. i hate rejection. and everytime i try to get someone it never seems to work. im about ready to quit. idk if ill ever have the person i truly want back in my life for good, but maybe if he reads this, he'll realize just how much he means to me and might eventually come around. im stopping here before the tears start to fall. oops, too late.