goodbye mr. beautiful
ive gotten pretty good at hiding my true feelings about things...ive been doing it for the whole summer and i dont think anyone is suspicious (til they read this). i have great friends who help me forget how im really feeling deep down inside and im so grateful for that. ive been trying to keep myself occupied so i dont think about it. but there are those times when i cant help but feel those feelings and emotions that ive gotten so good at repressing. when i hear his voice and listen to him give empty promises, those emotions come back in an instant and turn me into a whole other person. i dont deserve to be treated like this. give me a guy who respects me, is faithful, trustworthy, outgoing, funny, who calls me, and calls me back if theyre busy, who says he loves me because he means it with all of his heart, and i will give you a truly happy jaime.
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks your just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares, and loves being with you, and how hes the luckiest guy in the world to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, "Thats her"
i had this only once in my life, and now he barely acknowledges that i exist. is it so hard to ask for??? am i wishing for too much???
i believe in the phrase 'everything happens for a reason.' i hope to find out that reason sometime soon.
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks your just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares, and loves being with you, and how hes the luckiest guy in the world to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, "Thats her"
i had this only once in my life, and now he barely acknowledges that i exist. is it so hard to ask for??? am i wishing for too much???
i believe in the phrase 'everything happens for a reason.' i hope to find out that reason sometime soon.