sometimes i feel like a nut...sometimes i don't...

[gymnastique]

first of all, let's all pause and stop the world because *GASP* i'm updating

let's just say i'm really bored and leave it at that

DO YOU LIKE IT (~Our Lady Peace)

I crawled out from the pain
of yesterday
I crawled to you and
I said all the things that you
said to say
Have I said enough
Do you like it
I know how you love
these dirty games
But they're killing me
I know how you love
to watch me beg
So here I am
Do you like it
I don’t want to be a puppet for you
I don't want to bite the
hand that's feeding
I don’t want to be a sucker
for you, yes you
I hate myself for begging
I hate myself for staying
I hate myself for listening to you
It’s too little too late I can't escape
I’m begging you please
I changed all the things that
you told me to change
I’m on my knees
Do you like it
I just want to get out
Stuck inside of this
Waiting for something else
Waiting to exist
Can you offer me help
Help for what I’ve missed

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i must say, Becca totally rocks my world right now. she deserves a shrine or something, because even thought i went to make her feel better, i think she ended up helping me TONS more!

i *heart* all my friends (yay sam...*heart* is so a verb now! hehe) but right now Becca is above and beyond :)

i'm beyond lucky, no matter how much i complain