Jun 20, 2005 21:16
UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.
My stupid dad is so unreasonable. There's no pleasing him. Today I studied a grand total of 7 hours and just because I went to a BBQ and to Licks with Chels he thinks I'm unresponsible and all he keeps saying is how I'm not ready, and how if I fail, I'm not doing anything this summer, and how I don't put enough effort into anything that I do. Like what the fuck do you want me to do?? Maybe I should just stop trying cause I'm obviously never gonna be up to his standards. Maybe I'll just give it all up, and do drugs and have sex and get all sorts of piercings and tatoos and be a total slut, and get pregnant and move out. That would be fun. FUCK it's so frustrating.
Tomorrow is Geo. I'm not sure if I'm ready. I got a bit tanned today. :) I should be studying right now, but my brain can't take it anymore. Like my head actually hurts. Maybe I'll wake up early tomorrow to do some more last minute studying.
Sorry for all the complaining guys. I still have some hope. Maybe the house will explode before tomorrow morning, so I won't have to write the exam.