ohh snap
I'm between a rock and hard place right now. I have feelings for the guy...and pretty much I have had feelings for him since the day I met him (whic was like 5ish years ago). We've never officially dated, but we have come sooo close so many times, but the timing has always been off...and now, the timing is still so wrong, or is it? I don't know what to do, I want to be with him so much, but there is this other girl that he is dating, and I feel so bad bc i dont want to the "that girl" but I do want to be with him and I just feel like my life always goes back to him. No matter how much I try and move on, Everything ends up right back where I started, with him. It's even harder because he has feelings for me too, and I don't want to make him choose his girl or me, but I think that is what it comes down too, which sucks...but i feel so stringly about him, and I always have, the feeling has never gone away, no matter who else I have been with...I always come back to thinking about him, and I am so afraid that no matter how much I want to be with him and feel we are right for each other...he might just pick her. We have so much history, and I know he cares about me, but I just don't know if its enough for him to take the risk and be with me...I feel bad for her, yet I want him to pick me, to love me....is it too much to ask for just to be happy?