Jan 11, 2008 20:28
I cant even begin to explain all of my emotions right now its crazy! Its like im a hurricane. swirling emotion its like i cant escape im stuck in the eye of the hurricane.
Love
Hate
Lonly
Happy
Sad
Angry
How can i be all of them at once??? yet i am
High School is ridiculous!!! im sick of the fake people! Im sick of the rumors about me
i mean i know im a terrible person but you dont have to remind me of it everyday and you dont have to make up rumors about me
then there is dylan o god do i love him but i am so afraid to tell him that i love him and im so afraid to feel attached to him and yet i know that i am. my worst fear is that he will come to his senses and find someone better!!!
He is so great even tho people were talking all that crap he still stuck by me and didnt question me. o i love him even mmor for that, his friends hate me. they anger me so much sumtimes!!!
i wish that i wasnt so afraid to be in love with him
hopelessly confused and scared,
Gabrielle Alexandria Loechler