grounded
i'm grounded and i was reading miriam's journal and i hear about these all the time so i started one. i dont really know how to do everything yet. oh um being grounded sux more than a lot of things by the way. i havent been grounded in forever. i feel like im back in 6th grade. let me just vent and explain why the heck this happened. it all startd like 4 weeks ago when coach holmes finally learned my name in his 2nd period class. i was sleeping and he woke me up and made fun of me in front of the class. ever since then he' s given me crap every day and just making fun of me for sleeping or doing other work but he never told me to stop. so i kept on doing it. on tues. he said i challenged him cuz i said i only cram for tests and stuff. so first thing he does on wed. is tell us to pull out a clean sheet of paper (a.k.a. pop quiz-responding to his "challenge" from me to get me not to cram). so i get my spiral out and pull out a piece of paper and i leave the spiral on ym desk closed) meanwhile kristy is trying to cam behind me and i turned around and showed her what she needed to know. so he yells at me and tells me to get out of the classroom. i was like what the heck ok and then he acted like he was going to call my mom and then he yelled at me for having a sarcastic attitude and i was like what kind of response do u want me to have when you're making fun of me in front of the whole class. basically nothing was accomplished during this time except i got really angry and probably said things in a way i shouldnt have. GAY GAY GAY ok so the rest of that day and all of the next i was freakin perfect in his class. i did nothing wrong. before he pulled me out of class i didnt hink he even had a problem w/ me. from what i understood and what everyone else in that class that ive talked to thought he was just giving me a hard time. well on my way home from practice later on thurs. i got 2 voicemails from my mom. 1 said she had gotten a call from coach holmes and if there was anything she needed to say to him. the other one was hours later and it was, LINDSEY COME STRAIGHT HOME FROM PRACTICE AND YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING UNTIL I TALK TO YOU! busted! so i called home and my brother answered w/ my mom going "im not talking to her till she gets home" in the background. then brandon was like lindsey you got a note from coach holmes and u signed moms name on it and i was like what the heack are u takling abuot? no. whoops oh yea like a month ago on the day of homecoming(since i dont ave liek 80 million hings going on during homecoming) he sent a progress report home and he wrote a comment about how i sleep and do other work in his class. i never have hw in there so i didnt take my folder home and hello it was homecoming its very unlikely that i remember anything that week so i forgot to bring it home but it was a hw grade so i signed my moms signature (last year in world history she said it was ok if i did that cuz it was a hw grade in their too so i thought it was fine) i forogt to tell her about it. once again not really a priority when i have crap in all my other harder classes and a million things to do for sga. but BAM im grounded. she was also mad cuz she asked him flat out if i was being disrespectful and what do you know he said yes. go freakin figure. i think he likes me a lot-not. like the first thing he told my mom was that we had a personality conflict.l i wouldnt have even gone that far. my mom did say that he was a mean man. oh and i forgot about this- wed. i mentiomed how he always gave me crap in 2nd period and my mom told me to give it back cuz thats probably just the kind of person he is. and yesterday (friday) i asked my mom what she would have done about the whole forgery thing since it was a grade and she couldnt answer. she was like i dont know ive never been in that situation and i was like i want you to put yourself in my situation and tell me what u would have done-no response- thats cuz she would have done the same thing ahh im not a bad kid i just forgot to tell her about the comment but i wasnt hiding it! la la la so i cant even drive to prac or work. at least im going out of town tomorrow. my mom said i was grounded for the rest of this weekend so i thought today would be the last day but then i mentioned that to her and she was like no its indefinite until i talked to your dad about it. i hope she already mentioned it to him so he's cooled off byt he time i see him tues. ah im nervous about that. yea so i missed the football game last night but we lost so o well i still would have liked to go. so coach holmes did a fine job trying to ruin my fall break which i was looking forward to like no other. right now i'd like to give a big, SCHOOL IS HELL, and i think i can say that fairly right now