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I am back from Auburn, AL (well I returned last night but who is keeping up). This is weekend was interesting. I was chief judge at a meet for the first time, which was exciting. It is more work than I thought it would be though. Keeping up with scores, averages, and making sure it was within a range. Not too bad though.
I have not been to class in like 2 weeks, almost going on three weeks. I promise you guys that I do better when I am not there, but I feel like I almost need to go otherwise I am going to A - F at least on class. But the last few test I have not made anything below a 76 (and that was for a test I did not review a whole lot for). So, I guess things could be worse.
I am going to a basketball game tonight with Marcus. Nice guy I met at the cafe at school. He is from New York (I believe Brooklyn or the Bronx). Cool accent, not bad looking, huge lips (that is what Anthony loves about him), and seems real down to Earth. Very much into hip hop, rap, and regae (I don't like a lot of any of that: I am an alternative, rock, pop, and r&b girl). I am meeting him at 6:30 and then from there we will go to the game. Hopefully I will have a good time. But, see I feel as though I have to confess. I am going on this date so I can forget about someone else. Yes, I am trying to pick up my broken heart by going out with another guy. (yep, I know very very bad but hey got to start somewhere). Like I said we will have to see.
Sadness feels my heart a little bit because out of nowhere today I was hit with the realization that I was going to have to love someone, yet deny that feeling no matter how much neither of us want to. I discovered this by accidentally knocking over a box of pictures and there it was a pic of him and me looking very happy together. One of those pics that gives a person false hope, yet makes you think about all the good times you two have had together. All I could do was throw it back in the box and try to put on my bravery suit. The one that I wear when I don't want people to know something is bothering me (I will be wearing that suit for a while) Go Rhonda!
Jin just showed me some pics of me that she took with her digital camera and I promise you people I am not eating for the rest of the day. I look liked a beach whale. Not cute, attractive, or even sexy. Just ugly. Very sad! Aighty...I am off to drink a diet sprite. Cause food is now my enemy. Later
I have not been to class in like 2 weeks, almost going on three weeks. I promise you guys that I do better when I am not there, but I feel like I almost need to go otherwise I am going to A - F at least on class. But the last few test I have not made anything below a 76 (and that was for a test I did not review a whole lot for). So, I guess things could be worse.
I am going to a basketball game tonight with Marcus. Nice guy I met at the cafe at school. He is from New York (I believe Brooklyn or the Bronx). Cool accent, not bad looking, huge lips (that is what Anthony loves about him), and seems real down to Earth. Very much into hip hop, rap, and regae (I don't like a lot of any of that: I am an alternative, rock, pop, and r&b girl). I am meeting him at 6:30 and then from there we will go to the game. Hopefully I will have a good time. But, see I feel as though I have to confess. I am going on this date so I can forget about someone else. Yes, I am trying to pick up my broken heart by going out with another guy. (yep, I know very very bad but hey got to start somewhere). Like I said we will have to see.
Sadness feels my heart a little bit because out of nowhere today I was hit with the realization that I was going to have to love someone, yet deny that feeling no matter how much neither of us want to. I discovered this by accidentally knocking over a box of pictures and there it was a pic of him and me looking very happy together. One of those pics that gives a person false hope, yet makes you think about all the good times you two have had together. All I could do was throw it back in the box and try to put on my bravery suit. The one that I wear when I don't want people to know something is bothering me (I will be wearing that suit for a while) Go Rhonda!
Jin just showed me some pics of me that she took with her digital camera and I promise you people I am not eating for the rest of the day. I look liked a beach whale. Not cute, attractive, or even sexy. Just ugly. Very sad! Aighty...I am off to drink a diet sprite. Cause food is now my enemy. Later