Oct 22, 2004 01:04
I went to go see The Grudge this evening with Daryl. The movie sucked worse than a $2 whore. It was totally predictable and not scary at all. However, the company was very nice. When I met him at his apartment I was intent on staying mad at him cause that would make me feel better or so I convinced myself to believe. Unfortunately he knows how to get under my skin. So the trying to stay mad thing did not last long. Yesterday I stated I did not know where our friendship was going to go. Now, I am willing to state that we are once again riding smooth waters (or at least smooth waters with hidden mines).
See Daryl and I have a relationship (actually let me us the word friendship or he might start having a seizure on the floor) like that of Carrie and Big. Yes, there is an attraction, yes we do want each other, yes, we do have so many obstacles against us, but through it all we still depend on each other and respect each other (at least most of the time). And I was able to squash some of my misconceptions.
Misconception 1: He was ashamed to admit he knew me. Well, he is not ashamed to admit. Now is he ashamed to mention other things sure but that comes more for his right to privacy. Misconception 2: I was not important to him. If you need an explaination for that one you need your head examined
Other misconceptions I will have to keep all to myself for fear of getting myself into trouble. Well I would write more but I a sleepy and can't breathe (damn allergies), and have a headache from heck!