May 03, 2006 22:20
I've outlived my usefulness, and my body knows it. My teeth continue to rot away. My bodily functions are slowly shutting down, one by one. Yesterday, I had a massive fever and I think I'm only getting by because of the heavy doses of pain-killers I've consumed. Because I've crammed seven aspirin and two Excedrin down my throat within such a short period of time, I hemorrhaged slightly, resulting in blood both in my stool and urine. Lovely details, I know. So now what? I'm anemic? Well I've lost some blood for certain. Strangely, I can taste it in my saliva too. Let's not even discuss what's been going on with my nose. I should survive tonight. I just worry about whether or not something else will happen.