Dec 15, 2005 19:08
I'm officially done. With everything. And a small order of fries.
Bachelor's degree is in the mail.
Went to Reedsport. Got laid.
Emily and I, however, have fallen off-track. She told me that she couldn't be in a relationship because she was still married (!!!!!) and because her emotions are screwed-up and her daughter would have a hard time accepting a new man into her life. She could have given me a hint about all of this BEFORE I left fucking Reno and drove my ass all the way up there. But at least I got something out of it. Just not the thing I wanted most.
So, we're 'friends' now. Like I said: I'm DONE. I'm not doing this any more. I literally am going to run off somewhere and cry right now. Isn't there any woman out there who's JUST NORMAL??!!! HUH?????!!!!