Dec 02, 2003 22:14
A lot of WRONG has happened, but it has made me wake up.
After a long discusion with my beloved sister :]
I have realized what MUST be done.
My mom said it once but i needed to her it from someone else.
Optimistic. :]
Sure I have a lot to cry over (more than most know..), but I won't. Tears don't do a damn thing.
+ I must let freinds that I thought were one of my best freinds GO.
I don't want to be around people that only bring me down.
My main goal has become to
+ finish school,
+ gain trust and become best freinds with my mom.
(in between it all of course figure out my situation with the man i'm falling in love with...)
FORGET about the parties, the late night, stupid high school flings, alcohol-temtations, immature "friends", fitting an IMAGE, popularity, caring what classmates think.