015 [MariSaki] Realize
Title: Realize
Pairing: Takahata Misaki x Nishiuchi Mariya
Genre: Angst, Romance
Author: macymacymacy
Summary: Mariya still can't get over her past that she couldn't see her present. This is kinda like the sequel for my Wish I Was Her
Rating: G
AN: Songfic, Misaki's POV. SONG: Realize cover by John Nathaniel (I love his voice) and originally by Colbie Calliat
'thoughts'
Warning: UNBETA-ed, OOC, super rushed (my sister is still nagging me right now), sorry if there are any wrong grammars
Disclaimer: I don't own the song!
During Scrap Teacher
Mariya had become close to us JE boys
She was very fun to be around.
She was friendly to everyone.
I think that's why Yamada liked her.
That was why I like her.
Take time to realize, that your warmth is crashing down on in.
I heard it when they became a couple.
I heard it when the rumors began.
I heard it when they said she would be transferring schools so she could protect her and Yamada's career.
I heard it when Yamada and Shida started going out.
I heard it when she found out.
I heard it when she cried.
Take time to realize, that I am on your side
She met with me that day after visiting Horikoshi.
We've always been good friends.
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
I've always been a good friend
I've always been there for her
I've always love her.
I've always wanted her to know.
But I can't spell it out for you, you know it's never gonna be that simple
But how can I utter those three words if she's crying for Yamada.
No I can't spell it out for you
"Mariya-chan," I didn't really know what to say,
...what to do
..how to help her
I felt so useless.
Why didn't she just choose me instead?
If you just realize what I just realized, then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
She tried to act tough.
She said that I shouldn't mind her.
She said that she was being silly.
But she was still crying.
Just realized what I just realized, we'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.
"You really are. You're really a good actress. How can you cry while laughing? I can never do that!" I said trying to make her laugh.
She did.
"Thank you, Taka-kun."
Take time to realize, oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
I smiled at her, "There, you finally laughed." I said.
"You're not acting like yourself. It's scarier than the normal Mariya." I teased.
She tried to mock-punch me but I caught her hand.
"You'll be fine." I said seriously.
'Cause I'll be here.'
Take time to realize this all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you
She agreed. She said she just have her moments.
But I knew she was still upset.
I knew she hasn't moved on.
I knew she still love him.
So I just can't say the words I wanted to say.
But I can't spell it out for you, you know it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.
Why didn't she choose me?
Why can't she still see me?
Yamada isn't the one in front of her anymore...
I am.
If you just realized what I just realized then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
I knew I won't be perfect.
I'm not even sure if I'm worthy of her.
But I know I'll love her always.
Just realized what I just realized, we'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other but.
We started hanging out more often after that.
She was enjoying herself again.
But I knew she still hurt.
She still saw only Yamada.
Never me
It's not all the same no it's never the same
If you don't feel it too.
One day she asked me, "You're always by my side... Why?"
If you meet me half way if you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.
"To annoy you." I said trying to taunt.
"But you don't."
"Ugh, I'm a failure!" I acted disappointed and she laughed
If you just realize what I just realized, then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'd never find another
"Even though I don't really understand..." She said.
Just realize what I just realized we'd never have to wonder
"...I'm glad you're always here."
Just realize what I just realized, if you just realize what I just realized
'I love you... that's why.'
Realize, realize
Please realize...
Pairing: Takahata Misaki x Nishiuchi Mariya
Genre: Angst, Romance
Author: macymacymacy
Summary: Mariya still can't get over her past that she couldn't see her present. This is kinda like the sequel for my Wish I Was Her
Rating: G
AN: Songfic, Misaki's POV. SONG: Realize cover by John Nathaniel (I love his voice) and originally by Colbie Calliat
'thoughts'
Warning: UNBETA-ed, OOC, super rushed (my sister is still nagging me right now), sorry if there are any wrong grammars
Disclaimer: I don't own the song!
During Scrap Teacher
Mariya had become close to us JE boys
She was very fun to be around.
She was friendly to everyone.
I think that's why Yamada liked her.
That was why I like her.
Take time to realize, that your warmth is crashing down on in.
I heard it when they became a couple.
I heard it when the rumors began.
I heard it when they said she would be transferring schools so she could protect her and Yamada's career.
I heard it when Yamada and Shida started going out.
I heard it when she found out.
I heard it when she cried.
Take time to realize, that I am on your side
She met with me that day after visiting Horikoshi.
We've always been good friends.
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
I've always been a good friend
I've always been there for her
I've always love her.
I've always wanted her to know.
But I can't spell it out for you, you know it's never gonna be that simple
But how can I utter those three words if she's crying for Yamada.
No I can't spell it out for you
"Mariya-chan," I didn't really know what to say,
...what to do
..how to help her
I felt so useless.
Why didn't she just choose me instead?
If you just realize what I just realized, then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
She tried to act tough.
She said that I shouldn't mind her.
She said that she was being silly.
But she was still crying.
Just realized what I just realized, we'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.
"You really are. You're really a good actress. How can you cry while laughing? I can never do that!" I said trying to make her laugh.
She did.
"Thank you, Taka-kun."
Take time to realize, oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
I smiled at her, "There, you finally laughed." I said.
"You're not acting like yourself. It's scarier than the normal Mariya." I teased.
She tried to mock-punch me but I caught her hand.
"You'll be fine." I said seriously.
'Cause I'll be here.'
Take time to realize this all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you
She agreed. She said she just have her moments.
But I knew she was still upset.
I knew she hasn't moved on.
I knew she still love him.
So I just can't say the words I wanted to say.
But I can't spell it out for you, you know it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.
Why didn't she choose me?
Why can't she still see me?
Yamada isn't the one in front of her anymore...
I am.
If you just realized what I just realized then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
I knew I won't be perfect.
I'm not even sure if I'm worthy of her.
But I know I'll love her always.
Just realized what I just realized, we'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other but.
We started hanging out more often after that.
She was enjoying herself again.
But I knew she still hurt.
She still saw only Yamada.
Never me
It's not all the same no it's never the same
If you don't feel it too.
One day she asked me, "You're always by my side... Why?"
If you meet me half way if you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.
"To annoy you." I said trying to taunt.
"But you don't."
"Ugh, I'm a failure!" I acted disappointed and she laughed
If you just realize what I just realized, then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'd never find another
"Even though I don't really understand..." She said.
Just realize what I just realized we'd never have to wonder
"...I'm glad you're always here."
Just realize what I just realized, if you just realize what I just realized
'I love you... that's why.'
Realize, realize
Please realize...