IIKAGEN NI SHIROU.
*sigh of the aggrieved*
Why the fuck am I always right?
*irritated snarl* so the boy has a Girlfriend now and I think I’m NOT over Carter yet. FUCK. [Cracker isn’t the one with the GF btw.]
I kind of knew this was coming so I’m not surprised but I DO feel very cheated. I’m past that though so I can still treat the boy like an asshole cause, like, he is.
Cracker on the other hand… augh. He likes tormenting me. And I actually KNOW this now. *weary* relationships weren’t meant for me, or maybe I just wasn’t made for relationships, wtfever.
I just wanna meet a pretty boy and have the balls to ask him to be my bf. And then I’ll take it one step at a time, but the fact that I’m not even willing to make the FIRST step into actually GETTING one is telling in itself.
*tired suddenly* I need pr0n, fic, and doujin. I also need to GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS HOUSE SOMETIMES IN THE NEXT WEEK OR I WILL FUCKING LOSE MY MIND. *twitchy*
I also need more Green.
That is all.
Why the fuck am I always right?
*irritated snarl* so the boy has a Girlfriend now and I think I’m NOT over Carter yet. FUCK. [Cracker isn’t the one with the GF btw.]
I kind of knew this was coming so I’m not surprised but I DO feel very cheated. I’m past that though so I can still treat the boy like an asshole cause, like, he is.
Cracker on the other hand… augh. He likes tormenting me. And I actually KNOW this now. *weary* relationships weren’t meant for me, or maybe I just wasn’t made for relationships, wtfever.
I just wanna meet a pretty boy and have the balls to ask him to be my bf. And then I’ll take it one step at a time, but the fact that I’m not even willing to make the FIRST step into actually GETTING one is telling in itself.
*tired suddenly* I need pr0n, fic, and doujin. I also need to GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS HOUSE SOMETIMES IN THE NEXT WEEK OR I WILL FUCKING LOSE MY MIND. *twitchy*
I also need more Green.
That is all.