a litlte bit of an upswing...
Dear Universe:
Thank You!!! I'm seeing some little improvements already!!! :D
~ apartment issue is settled, not 100% to my liking, but i feel good about it and it's quite a bit of stress off my mind. now i can move forward with a whole bunch of projects! :)
~ getting into a more organized state of mind & getting things done piece by piece.
~ lots of cool things to look forward to, despite the tightness of $ and my time being largely taken up by watching Santino for my Dad. longish days, but making some money with that too!
~ had a few GREAT talks tonite, and definitely appreciate the honesty/god connexionz that are being formed and/or strengthened.
Various errands will be attempted tomorrow, although mostly of the phone call/crochet variety. Then I'm gonna pick up me & Dad's prescriptions, and head up to my house to meet with a cute audiogeek named Jim that I've been talking to lately. He took e out to dinner in New Hope last THursday, and it was just lovely. We ended up sitting on the outside deck of a somewhat-too-loud yet hilarious bar, and then sitting in his room showing eachother cool music on his computer til like 2am. :) My house is still too much of a mess at right now to invite him in, so we're just gonna head out when he gets there.
Wandering is the idea for the evening, with heading over to Kelly Drive and the nifty little side paths thereabouts. The views any time of year are beautiful, and now that it's green and warm out (and has stopped raining! :P) it should be a lovely night to wander, and hopefully we'll have a lovely sunset and even some stars! Jim is really not all that familiar with many part of Philly, despite growing up a very short distance from Matt at the northern edge of the city. We've had a similar problem of people being busy/lazy/just not all that adventurous with exploring things. (that really never computes with me. :P) He really wants to get out and explore and czech out new things more, so here's hoping we will *DO* that rather often, and not just talk about it like many seem to do. :P there had been so many plans i made with Judah for the springtime -- which ended up never happening... that time was instead taken up by Tyler's recovery, which was the happiest thing i did actually, compared to all the bullshit and frustration happening since then... and i really want to be able to do those things now, and this fall... with someone just as enthusiastic about exploring and who will make the time for it just as much as i will. Here's hoping this will work out! :)
Amber likes him, btw, since they have some funny things in common, and i am thrilled a the fact that we can actually really TALK to eachother and seem to be wanting some vastly similar things. Time will tell how things will work out, and if our personalities will actually mesh well when it really comes down to it.
I could certainly write more (as usual!) but is is late and i need some more sleep, as well as a shower and a bit of ice cream.
Thornley & Hum are the soundtracks for my brainz these days... and mostly in a good way. When shit's been beating me over the head, it certainly helps, but tonite the music has been tying right into a good mood. :)
goodnite.
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Thank You!!! I'm seeing some little improvements already!!! :D
~ apartment issue is settled, not 100% to my liking, but i feel good about it and it's quite a bit of stress off my mind. now i can move forward with a whole bunch of projects! :)
~ getting into a more organized state of mind & getting things done piece by piece.
~ lots of cool things to look forward to, despite the tightness of $ and my time being largely taken up by watching Santino for my Dad. longish days, but making some money with that too!
~ had a few GREAT talks tonite, and definitely appreciate the honesty/god connexionz that are being formed and/or strengthened.
Various errands will be attempted tomorrow, although mostly of the phone call/crochet variety. Then I'm gonna pick up me & Dad's prescriptions, and head up to my house to meet with a cute audiogeek named Jim that I've been talking to lately. He took e out to dinner in New Hope last THursday, and it was just lovely. We ended up sitting on the outside deck of a somewhat-too-loud yet hilarious bar, and then sitting in his room showing eachother cool music on his computer til like 2am. :) My house is still too much of a mess at right now to invite him in, so we're just gonna head out when he gets there.
Wandering is the idea for the evening, with heading over to Kelly Drive and the nifty little side paths thereabouts. The views any time of year are beautiful, and now that it's green and warm out (and has stopped raining! :P) it should be a lovely night to wander, and hopefully we'll have a lovely sunset and even some stars! Jim is really not all that familiar with many part of Philly, despite growing up a very short distance from Matt at the northern edge of the city. We've had a similar problem of people being busy/lazy/just not all that adventurous with exploring things. (that really never computes with me. :P) He really wants to get out and explore and czech out new things more, so here's hoping we will *DO* that rather often, and not just talk about it like many seem to do. :P there had been so many plans i made with Judah for the springtime -- which ended up never happening... that time was instead taken up by Tyler's recovery, which was the happiest thing i did actually, compared to all the bullshit and frustration happening since then... and i really want to be able to do those things now, and this fall... with someone just as enthusiastic about exploring and who will make the time for it just as much as i will. Here's hoping this will work out! :)
Amber likes him, btw, since they have some funny things in common, and i am thrilled a the fact that we can actually really TALK to eachother and seem to be wanting some vastly similar things. Time will tell how things will work out, and if our personalities will actually mesh well when it really comes down to it.
I could certainly write more (as usual!) but is is late and i need some more sleep, as well as a shower and a bit of ice cream.
Thornley & Hum are the soundtracks for my brainz these days... and mostly in a good way. When shit's been beating me over the head, it certainly helps, but tonite the music has been tying right into a good mood. :)
goodnite.
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